cHoRe4n's Xanga

The Flaming Lips

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 08:29:24 GMT

was like that, except Eunice and I were in the 5th row(ish) and everyone was chanting along (aka more epic!)

YAY!

A True Brother

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 06:32:22 GMT

"in the end we gotta look ourselves in the mirror and ask ourselves Do I like what I see?"

I love you, man.

Ambiguous

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 06:00:40 GMT

Being in a fellowship isn't an ambiguous option.

Specifically, you're in a Christian fellowship.

Not a fun fellowship,
not a hangout fellowship,
not a sports fellowship,
not a club fellowship,

but a CHRISTian fellowship.

For example, say you've never played Hockey before in your life, never watched a Hockey game, and have no interest in Hockey WHY OH WHY would you join a Hockey Club!? YOU WOULDN'T.

Be in it for it, itself.
God isn't ambiguous.
He isn't saying "oh whatevers, you can chill with us even if you don't care about who I am, what I've done for your life, my sacrifice and all, just come chill with us, whatever."

GOD IS NOT WHATEVER.

WAKE UP, PEOPLE!

I Realize

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 16:47:35 GMT

I take a lot of people's quips too seriously...I get butthurt by them, even.

I'm such a pansy.

Chances

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 08:43:40 GMT

I always give people the benefit of the doubt...and if I don't it's for good reason.

But when someone abuses this and doesn't even realize it, it can get to me!

I still don't think she realizes how hard it is to not be rude to her back. She doesn't even REALIZE how inconsiderate she can be...and it pisses me off.

I wish she had more empathy, but this isn't how she is, she doesn't seem like she's built to care about other people as much as she cares about herself.

To not even listen to what people say, to always have the "I told you so" mentality, to always prove people wrong and not even let them have a conversation...it's just...mind-blowing. It also pisses me off to no end.

There was a point where I had no more chances. But I gave her another one.

Now I think it might be time to take that one back.

Pray for me.

Last Night / Confucius

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 00:10:41 GMT

Wow I was mad last night...it's incredible what "sleeping on it" can do for me.
It seriously does work for me.

It even makes me less angry about the situation in general.

I'm the type to get the anger out now, and not hold it in.

Bottling up anger is so bad...for me. I used to do it a lot, then explode on people randomly. It was bad.

I'd rather annoy people for a short period of time a lot, then to bother them constantly over a longer period of time.

Confucius was a beast, by the way.
Translated many texts, he was sort of like Van Gogh, no one liked his stuff until after he died :P (not exactly)

One thing my book says about Confucius is that he was quick to say he might be wrong, and would always be prepared if he made a mistake to admit that he did make a mistake.

That is humility.

chorean.blogspot.com

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 16:59:54 GMT

Lawl, nothing up yet, but check it.

End.

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 17:55:36 GMT

Everything ends.

Except God.

Ownage.

Insurance

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 05:36:15 GMT

So instead of settling the situation out of insurance (as we agreed on Saturday), the girl's father has decided bringing in insurance is better.

They are screwed.

1. They rear-ended me, and the damage shows she rear-ended me.

2. I might be injured, as well as my passenger.

She could have to pay up SO much in the future...but if they want to do it this way, fine.

The sucky part for me? I might lose my car if AAA can't fix it.

It's deemed totalled, due to the fact its damage costs more than the worth of the car itself. : /

If you go, I'll miss ya Turtle!

But back to good news - if I don't have a car, I'll be back on the bicycle, happy as ever. I also want to get my motorcycle license!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 18:37:47 GMT

So I won't be blamed, but completely reimbursed without insurance involved.

My car's gonna get fixed!

Thankfully, Judy and I are not injured whatsoever.

I can't stand those friends that always blame you for things. It's always your fault. THEY are SOOO level headed that everything you say is wrong. They know SO much more about the world than you do.

I know the truth. Booyah.

I will never be a family person, I cannot stand my family most of the time...

It's not a good thing, but I seriously can't stand them.

I just can't live with them is all, I should move out.

Oh wait, no job, no money, no move out.

Never mind then.

FML?